Monday, May 11, 2009

You Never Kept Your Word

I never seem to please you, huh? What is it? All the fuckin time you find something to bitch about. Even if you joke about it, it pisses me off. Either about my weight, my plans for my future, or my boyfriend. You never appreciate me. I mean, wtf..

"you're always with your boyfriend"
Okay, excuse me? I am NOT always with him. And even if i was, who the fuck cares? You're never around anyway! Either that or you SLEEP all day. What the hell did you want me to do? Stay home all day and sit in the corner? Why the fuck does it matter? At least HE makes me feel happy. HE's one of the only people that actually give the male race a good fuckin name.

"move out, get a job. you're useless here"
the fuck homie? I'M useless? Yeah, i WOULD get a job.. But how the hell would that work out if transportation's inconvenient around here? And FYI, i'm the one tryna make myself a good life by going to school. SHIT and don't act like you wouldn't care if i left. Who else would go and clean and wash the dishes around here, if not my sister? I sure as hell no it ain't you.

"i told you to go to skyline but you wouldn't listen to me"
BULLSHIT! When i first told you were i wanted to go, you didn't give a SHIT. The only reason why youre trippin now is cause your friend said something bout it. FUCK, shows how much you care.

you're getting mad at me because i wanted a car. You promised me a car a year ago, but that's not the point. You're saying im spending too much. Its my SENIOR YEAR, hello? And need i remind you of who kept going back to the PI to visit his girlfriend? EVERY OTHER MONTH? And all the phone cards you buy? And minutes you waste? and you didn't even spend a SINGLE dime on my 18th birthday.

i honestly cannot wait until i AM able to move out and live on my own. Every time here, i get more and more frustrated in our situation. We live in ONE FUCKIN BEDROOM cause you were too stubborn to pay the rent at Westlake. You're the reason why i'm in school, working on a better future

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