I Want It All

Helloo there.

So a week has passed and my summer's still pretty coooo. Just been chillin' and stuffs. Today I went over Jannerie's and we had a talk. I seriously love talking to her. I feel like I can tell her anything. She probably won't see this but ah, I FUCKIN LOVE YOU!!!

I'm planning on applying for a job tomorrow...er, later? I'm really hoping that I could get a hook up with the job. I really need the money. Tryna work more independently, ya know? I wanna save up and get me my own things for once. I'm really learning on not depending on people these days cause it can really fuck you over. Not just depending on family, I'm talking about depending on other people too. Cause seriously... what happens when they're gone? What're you gonna do? You're gonna be left there.. stranded on your own, not knowing what the fuck you're supposed to do. I really don't want that shit to happen to me. I'm also planning on moving out on my own in a few years... LA or NY. Not sure where yet. We'll see.

Been having stuff happening lately. Not really sure what's gonna happen. We'll see. Shit happens. If things are meant to be fixed, then they'll eventually get fixed. If they aren't, then they won't. That's what I keep telling myself. Surprisingly though... it hadn't really been affecting me as bad as I thought it would.

Anyways, what else? Uhh iuno.. There's nothing else really worth typing about. Well I guess that's all for now.

I'll probably blog more later later tonight. Juju's bonfire today! Woooooo!