Almost the Holidays

I haven't been here in a while. -_- my bad. Well nothing much had happened since the last time I posted. Ionnno, lol. Oh dang, well my phone doesn't work. My dad hadn't paid the phone bill so I have to wait like what, 2 weeks? Hella wackness though. -__- Can't live without my texting. OR hearing Jimmy Jon's voice. It's been really hard so far...

Well it's almost the holidays. People are excited. Me? Well I don't know.. this time of year is never a good time for me or my family. My dad says we're going to Vegas for the break but I am not so sure if it's for sure or not. He has a way of putting our hopes up and crushing them right after. Christmas is always the time of year where me and my sister get to feel all neglected and what not. We go to a family party but our parents aren't there. Our parents are always working Christmas Eve and Christmas Day since they get double pay. I don't even remember when the last time was when we actually spent time together. But yeah, at the Christmas parties we dont even feel like we belong. It's always about the little kids. I'm not hating on them though. I love my cousins. They're so adorable and cute. But we're mostly just pushed to the side. The other day someone asked me what I wanted for Christmas. I hadn't thought about it. Mostly because there was no point. I can't seem to remember when the last time my parents got us anything was. My parents can't afford to buy us gifts anymore. But it's not all about gifts. I'm just hoping that this year, my family and I will actually have a good time during Christmas. That's all I want. I want to know how it feels to be a real family having a real Christmas again. What I'm trying to say is that people are really lucky to have a real Christmas with their families. They should be grateful. I'm just like that little girl from that Drake & Josh movie; Wishing that me and my family get the best Christmas ever.. and even spending it with Jimmy Jon would be a big plus.

Um, I think I got too personal there. But it's my blog and no one reads it. Re-reading it, I seem all emo and shit. That's ugly. lol well on a lighter note, I got to hear JJ's voice today. I missed it very much. My mom's here and she let me borrow her phone. I think we're about to go to the mall soon. I guess I'll end it here? Laterrr.

Oh and btw, I just fell down the stairs and I think I hurt my ankle. WACK.

and Happy day after your Birthday, Aaron!
and Happy day before your Birthday, Andy!

...lol they aren't gonna see this. Oh wellllz. Whateeverrrr. Haha